I can’t believe its September already. Today was the girls third day
back in school. So far they are both doing well. Today also marked the third
day that I started working out again. Back in January of this year I started a workout
routine using the Fitstar app. It was going really well too, for a while. Then
in April we went on a 3 week vacation. I felt so good, I had been working out 4
or 5 times a week for 3 months. I was in better shape than I had been in since
the birth of my youngest daughter over 4 years before. I was determined despite
having to take a break for the trip that I would get back to it when we got
back. I tried, I really did, but it didn’t work and then summer came and
everything went out the window. I tried to stay active, walking or biking at
least 3 times a week, but that wasn’t enough. I also enjoyed more snacks during
the summer.
Well I decided that once the girls were back in school I no longer
had an excuse to not work out, so Tuesday after the girls were dropped off I got
back to it. Man, it was hard! I’ve lost so much of what I had gained. My body
feels old and weak again. It makes me so upset that I let it happen, but now
that I realize the difference I feel even more motivated to get it back. I
still haven’t been able to overcome a pre-pregnancy weight and I really want to
say that I have accomplished that.
So today is day 3! When I woke up
this morning I was tired, my body isn’t used to getting up at 7 anymore. Even
after my coffee I still felt tired, which meant I didn’t want to work out at
all let alone do one of my most hated workouts. But about half way through my
workout I realized that I wasn’t as tired as when I started. Yes I was out of
breath and my muscles were hurting, but my brain felt less fuzzy and my eyes
weren't as heavy feeling. So why was today’s
work out one of my most hated, you ask, well that’s because it involved a lot
of cardio. Now I have too much fat on my body, and it all jiggles when I do any
type of cardio which isn’t a great feeling, but on top of carrying more weight
then I should I also have mild asthma, which is exasperated by the extra weight
I carry. So cardio is hard. I can’t run because after only a minute or two I have
to stop, because I can’t breathe. Well I did a cardio heavy work out today. It
was hard! I had to stop midway through many times to catch my breath, but I finished
it!
Today feels like a win! Tomorrow I will go again. I’m hoping that my
body quickly remembers what it’s like to work out every day and I start to see
results in the next couple of weeks, but we will see. I’m determined to not
only get into better shape and better health but to also lose some inches and
pounds that have found me this summer.
I would love to hear from my readers what you do to stay active?
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